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Self-Love

Definition

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In the program, self-love means being true to who you are, appreciating your own value, and treating yourself well. You defend what you believe, you define your boundaries, and you don’t deny yourself the opportunity to be who you are. While negativity has its place, a positive attitude helps you treat yourself with honest fairness and humble honor. Self-love teaches you to accept painful truths with dignity. It also teaches that you have a significant value, whether it’s to the world or to yourself, because you have many things to give. Self-love is accepting your flaws, not thinking you are perfect.

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Moral You can’t love others if you don’t love yourself.

Mnemonic

  1. Feed both wolves, lest you starve.
  2. A defenseless port invites pirates.

Illustrative Story Mrs. Huang’s Story

Learning Points

  1. How do I receive love?
  2. How do I protect myself?
  3. How do I forgive myself?
  4. What’s the point of trying?

1. How do I receive love?

Allow yourself to see love because it’s everywhere, and it’s waiting for you: understand your self-identity, understand your conscience, protect yourself, forgive yourself, and be active. Love is available to everyone because everyone deserves it. Love is never gone, but negative mindsets can make love seem invisible. The harsh treatment from your own conscience can be immensely harmful. We are our own worst critic!

For romantic love, as in “falling in love”, just be yourself. Don’t try to be someone you aren’t because you won’t be good at it. Further, people will eventually see that you are acting strangely. Being someone you aren’t in order to impress others is starting the relationship off with a lie that you tell yourself and others. You mustn’t lie, and there’s no reason to. You have been yourself since you were born. While you are the only one that knows how to do it, people will see through an act. If you don’t know how to be yourself, find your Self-Identity-2 and practice Genuine Authenticity.

If people are showing their love to you in weird, uncomfortable ways, you should protect yourself against them. People will do the same against you.

1.1 Conscience

Let’s begin this section by explaining how you have two specific patterns of thought: positive and negative. They may be described as “voices” in your head. They advise your actions and comment on their outcomes. For example, the positive voice may say, “You tried your best, and you learned something new.” While the negative voice might say, “You are so bad at this, and you only embarrassed yourself in front of everyone.” You can see clearly how supportive or damaging each can be.

1.2 Moral

A balanced mind between negativity and positivity is a responsible approach to allowing love to be seen. Love stands in full view for everyone, but some people overlook it because they feed the negative part of their mind. Love accepts everything and everyone, even the negative wolf. Love includes everyone even when they don’t want to be, yet it doesn’t pressure. It waits patiently, it supports, and it expands. When you recognize it and smile, love smiles warmly back at you.

2. How do I protect myself?

We protect the things we love, and protecting yourself has so many different layers, such as Emotional Intelligence, Emotional Management, Emotional Resilience and so much more. This is a really big question that extends outside of this lesson, so let’s start with the basics here.

Boundaries are the way to go. They are like defensive walls that doesn’t let anything through. There are two kinds of boundaries: those set for how others can treat you and what principles you stand for. For clarity, let’s call the rules for how others treat you “boundaries”. Let’s call what you stand for “principles”.

2.1 Boundaries

As an example of a boundary, you might get really angry when people eat your food without asking. To teach others what you feel is wrong, you set the boundary by telling them you don’t like it.

Boundary: a rule that says how others may treat you

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Boundaries are important because they let other people know how they may treat you. Only you can define what behaviors and activities you won’t accept; no one else can tell you your boundaries. These can sometimes they change over time.

  • Think of a behavior you don’t like that other people do (talking while eating, interrupting, yelling, etc.).
  • How will set a boundary against that behavior with a friend?
  • How does that method differ from setting the same boundary with a family member, coworker, or stranger?

It may be easy to feel uncomfortable telling someone how they can act around you. My suggestion is to look at it a different way. You aren’t telling them what to do; you’re letting them know what you dislike. They can choose to respect it or not. You can begin by saying, “Look, I have this pet peeve. I really don’t like it when X happens. Please, don’t do that.” There! You just set your boundary.

Pet Peeve an act, behavior, or situation that irritates you

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If they disrespect your boundary, you don’t have to tolerate it. You can use the negative wolf to be assertive while not being too aggressive. There should be an appropriate consequence so they can see what happens if they push your boundaries. For instance, you should remove yourself from the situation because there are active emotions. When emotions are high during conflicts, relationships and progress toward a resolution can suffer.

If you do nothing, they know that they can push you without consequence. This is especially true for young children who are learning what it’s like to be told “no” and not get what they want. If you don’t produce a consequence, people can aggravate you endlessly. They will use that aggravation as a pain point to get what they want. That is when you become the target of bullying, manipulation, and extortion. Manipulative people want easy targets, so let them know you will put up a fight. This is when you feed the negative wolf, and let it fight for you.

Principle a boundary that you set for yourself

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2.2 Principles

A principle in example is that you might believe stealing is wrong. Therefore, you promise yourself that you will never steal. Setting a principle is easier because you don’t have to argue with anyone else!

Be honest with yourself, but also be reasonable. You may think that you will never kill a person or an animal. You never know when a new situation will arise. Maybe you will need to kill an animal because you are hungry. Maybe there is a situation where a loved one is threatened by another person, and only extreme action will end the conflict. Be prepared, but reasonable, and understand the consequences of any action.

2.3 Setting Boundaries

When you are alone and without distractions, ask yourself what you feel is right and what is wrong. Your boundary and principle starts where things are wrong for you. Take each issue one by one. It starts slow, but it will build up over time.

Here’s a quick checklist on how to set a boundary or principle. It’s called ESC, short for “escape”:

  1. Establish problem or pet peeve
    • stealing or yelling
  2. Share the pet peeve when necessary
  3. Create consequences

Your boundaries and principles are your own, and they should never depend on others. It’s not fair to compare yourself to them, and it isn’t fair to set or change your boundaries because of them. You should never give away your power like that. You can allow your boundaries to shift because that’s natural, but don’t attach your boundaries to someone else. Don’t let anyone else define your boundaries for you. You are a sovereign person; you don’t need to relinquish your power and depend on someone else for this.

2.4 Moral

Boundaries aren’t ways to disrespect others; they’re ways to respect yourself. They are strategic guides that protect you from harm and guide you to wait for calmer emotions. If the other person respects you, they won’t press the issue. They will give you your space and honor your boundaries.

There are people in the world who want to cause harm, and if they come across your path, they will try to harm you, too. There are others who do respect you, but may need some help when trying to show it. You must set your boundaries and principles yourself, and when they are, no one can hurt you. You don’t allow them to.

3. How do I forgive myself?

This is where the positive wolf excels. Allow the positive side of your mind to support you. Treat yourself with dignity because you are worthy of love and respect, especially from yourself. You needn’t work for your dignity; it exists because you do. It will be there as long as you live. Remind yourself often that you are worth the effort it takes to love and treat yourself with dignity.

Dignity the ability to respect oneself honestly, fairly, and openly

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This is also a big topic, so this concept is furthered in Emotional Management. Let’s look at this through the lens of simplicity.

Steps to forgiveness:

  1. Be honest: people make mistakes.
  2. Be fair: balance negativity with positivity.
  3. Be open: accept criticism.

3.1 The Tomato Test

Let’s focus on what it means to forgive oneself by trying to trick your senses.

  • When you are ready, click “Reveal the Tomato Test”.
  • Click again to hide the test after looking at the picture for 5 seconds.

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Howard Lee The Tomato Test

  • Which is the real tomato?
  • Before you play the video by Howard Lee, be aware of your feelings when you learn of the answer.
  • Play the video to find the answer.
    • If you were wrong, go to the next section.
    • If you were right, go to the section after.
    • To get the full perspective, read both!

3.2 Being Wrong

I failed the Tomato Test.

  • Which wolf spoke to you?
  • What did they say?
  • How are you feeling about it?

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This section is about being wrong in general, not just failing the Tomato Test.

When you are wrong or fail in life, you might hear the negative wolf say, “It’s not my fault. This is stupid. It doesn’t mean anything.” These statements are examples of denying accountability for your actions. It’s refusing to take ownership of your faults, and that’s not being honest with yourself. You should handle being wrong with grace.

Grace the ability to handle difficulty with thoughtful leniency and sincerity

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You might also hear, “I am stupid and useless” or “I am losing face in front of others, so I don’t want to try anymore”. This isn’t being fair to yourself. Instead of viewing this as an opportunity to criticize and give up, view this as how the negative wolf does its job to push you to improve.

Having grace not only means treating yourself with fairness, but giving yourself more than what is deserved.

When you are proven wrong, remember that you don’t know everything. It’s okay to be ignorant, and ignorant doesn’t mean stupid. It just means you don’t know something, but it doesn’t mean you can’t learn. On the same hand, people want to sound smart, but that is not the same as being smart. It’s better to say that you know nothing and watch the people who think they know something.

As long as you are open to correction, this is an opportunity to learn something new. There is no such thing as wasted time or effort because every time you are open to correction, you improve.

3.3 Being Right

I passed the Tomato Test.

  • Which wolf spoke to you?
  • What did they say?
  • How are you feeling about it?

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This section is about being right in general, not just passing the Tomato Test.

When you are right about something, you shouldn’t allow your negative wolf to say things like, “I am never wrong because I’m perfect”. That is a delusion, and it’s a false sense of pride, called hubris. Hubris is arrogance in disguise. Instead, have humility in victory, and reflect on how grateful you are for the journey that allowed it to happen.

Humility the ability accept compliments without feeling better than other people

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3.4 Moral

Whether you are wrong or right, give yourself grace. There isn’t a need to be harsh or celebratory, but be both forgiving and humble. Be honest where you fail, be open to correction, and be fair in your reflections. No one likes being wrong, but we are bound to be because we aren’t perfect. No one can be right all the time, so take your wins as a sign of pride, not hubris.

Listen to both sides of your conscience. Accept either wrong or right with humility and dignity. When you can do this for yourself, you can extend it toward others. Allow them their chance to accept grace and humility.

4. What’s the point?

This question deals with the conscience part of your mind. This is like the captain who never sets sail because there are already so many captains on the ocean. This captain gives up before trying!

This is where the negative wolf is pushing you to question the futility of always being wrong. While it is likely that you’ll be wrong more than right, that’s the nature of learning. Look at how far we have come from superstition to science. We went from worrying about angering the gods to understanding viruses. We may not be fully right about stuff, but we have a general idea that works—for now. Until we receive more accurate information, we’ll just continue along this path. That’s the way it usually works.

4.1 Conscientious Captain

Let’s take a look at a situation where we demonstrate the two parts of the conscience. This is the “two wolves” in the captain theme.

  • Put yourself in the captain role, and consider these two crew members: the First Mate and the Naysayer.
  • The First Mate is your best friend on the ship. He supports you, tells you how well you are doing, helps you think differently, and argues with you to find a solution. He doesn’t always agree with you, but he tries to guide you to the best objective option. He encourages you to also listen to the Naysayer. This is what the First Mate will typically say:
    • “Well, we tried option one, Cap. That didn’t work out well for us, but we learned a new way. Let’s try this new plan! We can work together, and I believe that with your leadership, we will succeed. Let’s hear what the Naysayer has to say.”
  • The Naysayer pretends to be your best friend. He tells you not to listen to the First Mate. Instead of supporting you, he is cruel to you. This is what the Naysayer will typically say:
    • “Don’t listen to the First Mate. We’re in this mess because of you! You’re not a very good captain. Oh my god, you are so dumb! You always do this. Why can’t you just be better? We’ll never get out of this mess. What’s the point of even trying with you as the captain?”

Since everyone has these two voices in their mind, we ought to learn how to recognize them when they speak up. It may not be so obvious every time. Identifying which voice is talking helps us understand what our next action should be.

A good captain will not allow the Naysayer to drag him down. The ship and everyone on it needs the captain because he is the most experienced sailor and leader. If he were to jump overboard and just abandon the ship, he would probably drown, and the people aboard the ship would be in serious trouble. If he listens to the First Mate, he could be in a better place, but the weight of the lesson might not be enough to be impactful. He might not learn to be more cautious next time.

Instead of picking one mind, he listens to both. He understands that the Naysayer is there to admonish him and help him feel the importance of his errors. He understands the First Mate is there to comfort him for making the mistake. A good captain will understand that the point of this is not to be right all the time and not to avoid being wrong, but to be adaptive when mistakes are made.

4.2 Negativity

Wondering what’s the point of anything could mean that you are sensitive to negativity. When people use negativity to make comments or take actions, the negative side of our conscience feels attacked. It becomes a natural response to take offense and get defensive, and sometimes emotions can cause us to attack back or cower inside conscience. It’s exactly what Mrs. Huang’s Story covers: she felt trapped by the negative actions of her clients.

In this program, Negative Wisdom is the understanding that negativity is more noticeable than positivity because it’s more irritating and uncomfortable. Hearing something negative is like hearing a flat note in a song. It’s sudden, abrasive, and we feel it needs to be corrected.

This is a great way to show the interconnectedness of many aspects of the power within you because this is also a part of Emotional Resilience. Jump to this lesson to learn how to withstand negativity.

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First, we must love ourselves by setting the boundaries, and second, we become more resistant to negativity.

4.3 Moral

The point is improvement and preparing yourself for the challenges of life. Loving yourself is the first step anyone should do before seriously doing something for themselves. If you want to love other people, you should love yourself first. A person gives love to others because they already have love within them. Think of a person without love as a well without water. If love is the water, how can this kind of person give love to others if they are empty inside? When you make mistakes, be graceful, humble, and dignified. Every decision you make is just one way to live life.

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